Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I Need to Get Out More

Don't mind the doodle. Just an odd drawing I did in class last semester, I did a lot. Maybe I'll showcase the off here haha.

Man, I hate being bored.

Just sitting in my room currently, trying to figure out something to do. I need to do homework, but I'm not going to.

I just need to get out more, connect with more people. Get some more friends, do stuff. I don't know where to meet people though. I find it really hard be outgoing and just be forward with people.

Ugh, I just wish all the cute boys would come and talk to me so I didn't have to make the first move. Haha, I'm such a girl when it comes to relationships, I don't want to do all the work, I need to be called and pestered to be with. When I feel like I'm doing all the work in any relationship (be it romantic or friendly) I don't like that and I get a little pissed. Maybe it's just the entitlement my generation is used to.

In other news, 40 first graders outside working in a garden = the most fun pandemonium you can imagine. I went to a local school today with a few classmates to teach the kids about gardening, it's the 3rd time we've been there. It's really fun and the kids are way cool.

I should probably be stressing more about school right now but I just can't seem to be bothered. Haha I'll be fine though, I usually am.

I need to find a job for the summer. I really just don't know where to look though. Ugh.

Been thinking about coming out a lot lately, but that's usually always on my mind anyway. Been looking up resource centers, it's not like I need counseling, I just don't know where else to look for boys lol!

Oh well, I think I'm going to go now. kthxbi!


  1. Resource centers, LGBT youth organizations, etc. are a great way to meet boys. Certainly better than doing the bar scene (yuck).

  2. matt

    are there any clubs or activities you can jointo meet some people, maybe even in a summer job and you have to put efforts into freindships

    coming out i hope you can iif it is right for you take care and be safe